Kepentingan sendiri..

Kenapa seseorg tu mementingkan diri sendiri tanpa mengambil peduli tetang perasaan org lain?Jika dia mahukan sesuatu,kenapa tak berusaha sendiri mencari or menanya dari org lain?Aku amat marah setiap kali aku saja yg harus berusaha utk menolong dia dari segala segi baik pelajaran mahupun harian..Tidakkah dia mempunyai pendirian sendiri utk memajukan dirinya ke menara gading?Segala-galanya yg aku harus membuatnya sedangkan dia yg ingin melanjutkan pelajaran..Kalau begitu,puas hati aku saja yg melanjutkan pelajaran aku sendiri dan dia boleh duduk diam sampai bila2..Tidakkah dia terfikir yg dia harus berdikari menempuh segala-galanya sendiri tanpa mengharapkan bantuan org setiap kali..Setiap kali aku mengadu tentang sebegini,aku saja yg dipersalahkan tidak mengerti situasi dia..Kalau dia tidak tahu cara utk berdikari,bagaimana kelak nanti bila dia dh melangkah ke alam dewasa?Dia akan sentiasa berfikiran yg ada org boleh membantunya utk menyelesaikan masalahnya..Sampai bila2 pn dia tidak akan berdiri dengan 2 kakinya sendiri..Kehidupan aku sentiasa membantu org lain tetapi adakah org lain membantu dlm kehidupan harian ku ini?Aku telah diajar utk hidup berdikari dlm usia yg amat muda tetapi kenapa dia tidak diberi pendedahan sebegitu?Kadangkalanya aku berasa seperti tidak dihargai oleh org2 di dlm hidup ku..Aku amat tidak mengerti apa tujuan kehidupanku sekarang..Perjalanan ku maseh jauh dan arah tujuan hidup ku amat sukar dan pudar..Semoga Allah mengerti isi hatiku dan perjalanan hidupku akan menjadi cerah kelak..

Frustration

Sometimes life cn b so damn frustratin at points..I juz dun understand y life muz b filled wif frustration?It takes alot of my energy to b honest..Y cn't life juz b filled wif peace,quiet,calm,happiness,laughter,smiles n love?Sometimes I ponder to myself wat makes me changes so much..Is it bcuz things ard me changes rapidly or is it bcuz I choose to change?Some things r truly out of my control..Wen we try so hard to please other party,the other party makes us blow our top suddenly..Seriusly,I'm reali tired of all this misery occured in life..I even lose my temporary job bcuz of someone who wun even admits to their mistakes..Tat's life for all of us but I dun reali get it why muz they jeopardize my cup of tea?Does tat means if u r in upper levels,those below u will b jeopardize too?How I wished things were different in life..I feels so idiotic wen ppl make used of my sincerity in helpin them bt how they r repay me back..By biting the hand tat feed them..I know tat I myself have a temper bt I try to castaway tat temper of mine far far away..Haiz..Wen cn my life reali change for the better?I hope tat Allah will grant me a smooth road of life..Insyallah..

My Life

Hi there..Firstly I would like to say thanks for visitin my blog n givin comments..Let's talk abt my life..My name is Muhammad Saddiq..Born in the month of April 1985..My framily consists of 4 memebers..I'm the eldest son of 2..SMSR represents all of my family members names..My education journey started frm Griffiths Primary to Loyang Secondary School..Upon completing my 'N' levels,I went on to further my studies in Institute of Technical Education(ITE) Ang Mo Kio takin Precison Engineerin as my disciple..Aft 2 yrs of education n graduated wif a National ITE certificate(NITEC), I went on to ITE Tampines where I study Mechanical Engineering for another 2 yrs..I graduated with a Higher NITEC certificate and soon I was called up for my National Service in September 12,2006..I was posted to Singapore Civil Defence Forces(SCDF) and after 1mth of basic training,I went to a specialists course of becoming a section commander..After 6mths of harsh training,I didn't make it into becomin a section commander..I was later posted to SCDF HQ under Service Support Unit(SSU)..I spent my remaining days in service there..After a few mths,I was appointed as an overall I/C of the department..

So that's part of my life for u guyz..