Frustration

Sometimes life cn b so damn frustratin at points..I juz dun understand y life muz b filled wif frustration?It takes alot of my energy to b honest..Y cn't life juz b filled wif peace,quiet,calm,happiness,laughter,smiles n love?Sometimes I ponder to myself wat makes me changes so much..Is it bcuz things ard me changes rapidly or is it bcuz I choose to change?Some things r truly out of my control..Wen we try so hard to please other party,the other party makes us blow our top suddenly..Seriusly,I'm reali tired of all this misery occured in life..I even lose my temporary job bcuz of someone who wun even admits to their mistakes..Tat's life for all of us but I dun reali get it why muz they jeopardize my cup of tea?Does tat means if u r in upper levels,those below u will b jeopardize too?How I wished things were different in life..I feels so idiotic wen ppl make used of my sincerity in helpin them bt how they r repay me back..By biting the hand tat feed them..I know tat I myself have a temper bt I try to castaway tat temper of mine far far away..Haiz..Wen cn my life reali change for the better?I hope tat Allah will grant me a smooth road of life..Insyallah..